Springing into fitness!!

yesterday i went to the gym with my friend jenna, and man did it whip my ass back into shape! i feel so ready to be in shape again. i always go through these periods of working out, but something always fucks it up, but the cool thing i realized that for the past two years ive been on and off with the gym, and havent really let myself get too bad. i mean my tummy def needs some work, but thats what im doing. i feel like i have a good view and idea of what i need to do. its not as hard as i always assumed it was everytime i didnt want to go workout. like today i stopped by the gym and went a took a steam then came home and took sofia out for a half hour walk. that was the hard part for me, cause i want to walk her and not walk on the stupid machine. so when i go with jenna im gonna spend some time on the machine, but then do my body works instead or maybe even start swimming. i think that would good for me. i dont know i guess im just siked to be doign positive things for myself ive been getting really really proud of who i am and who ive become lately. i feel like i got my shit together and it feels so good! im so happy!! i dont even feel worried about a relationship. today when i was talking to matt i felt a little weird cause we were talking tattoos and hes not too into them, he says less is more, and we were discussing and i got the feeling he didnt like them that much, but then i realized who the fuck cares. its me, take me or leave me. if he doesnt like me as is, then fuck it. that was the first time ive really truely thought that, i ususally would hide some parts of me from dudes cause i would be scared they wouldnt like me anymore, but now i dont care at all. someone is gonna love me for me. and im gonna be a lot hotter when i work out for a while, cause i dont drink anymore so there is nothing stopping me from losing this fat!!! yesss.